Lyme Disease: The Silent Deadly Killer
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WHY CARE?

AS STATED BY THE CDC ( center for Disease Control), 

 This is a tragedy that affects close to 400,000 in the USA alone yearly, and growing. LYME DISEASE  the fastest spreading vector-borne, (insect biting) disease in the USA and Canada, the number of new cases of Lyme is 1.5 times greater than breast cancer and 7 times greater than HIV/AIDS. 200 children get Lyme disease every day, that’s 4 school buses of children a day diagnosed with Lyme.

The cost to treat Lyme disease is in excess of $1 billion per year, or approximately $3,000 per patient per year. But, the per-patient cost of treating PTLDS (Post Treatment Lyme Disease Syndrome), now becoming quite common for this disease, can be in the $30,000 – $500,000 range.Most insurance plans only cover treatment for the first month, leaving the patient with out of pocket expenses for medication, supplements,  treatment and in some cases care giving.

Since they were first published in 2000, the guidelines for Lyme disease have been the subject of intense controversy, including an antitrust investigation by the state of Connecticut in 2008 and hundreds of protests. The  guidelines, which are followed by the CDC, restrict antibiotic treatment to two to four weeks and dismiss the existence of chronic Lyme disease, despite 700 of international, journal & scientific studies documenting cases of persistent and dibilitating infection after short-term antibiotic treatment. In contrast, the ILADS (International Lyme Disease Associated Society ) guidelines recognize chronic Lyme and recommend that the “duration of therapy be guided by clinical response rather than by an arbitrary treatment course.” OUR CHILDREN ARE THE FUTURE and if LYME DISEASE is allowed to continue through the USA, not to mention other countries and if means for effective diagnosis and treatment continue to be ignored by governing bodies, everyone is a debilitating bite away, not caught early enough, as numerous cases are. LYME does not discriminate who will be targeted. 

For more information : www.whatislyme.comwww.ilads.orgwww.bayarealyme.orgwww.murakamicenterforlyme.comwww.projectlyme.org

Michelle Lam
Life Through Lyme Colored Glasses

LIFE BEFORE LYME COLORED GLASSES- Who I was

I was the creative, bubbly, physically fit girl- an amateur body builder, with the wide smile and big heart who had a lot to contribute to society. A Mental Health Corporate Vocational Counselor with a M.A in Psychology -giving direction, training and hope to those who lost their jobs; A Volunteer for youth groups with mental and physical disabilities and drug addictions while working in government assisted day programs;  A Corporate English Teacher in Japan and Cambodia, with a fashion design business on the side; A Handbag designer in Rochester NY (after becoming engaged to my ex fiancé) -I dedicated to charities like Habitat for Humanity and Women's Cancer programs.

LIFE AFTER LYME COLORED GLASSES- Who I am now

I am a Lyme disease survivor and warrior.  My goal is to help those with Lyme disease and to create awareness  though my art A portion of ART SALES goes to help those with Lyme Disease in crisis. I am newly married for the first time to a loving soul I met at my Lyme treatment clinic, Reno, Nevada and currently have relocated from Toronto Canada to Lake Tahoe, Nevada USA.   

I contracted Lyme in 2008, in upstate NY, bulls eye rash and all. I was violently ill for 2 months, thinking I had the flu and the rash like bruise was as a result of me dropping a free weight on my leg. After 2 months all the symptoms calmed down. 2 weeks later I got a tetanus vaccine ( there is a lot of literature now on the relationship between vaccines/trauma/Lyme trigger ) and 8 hours later all hell broke loose and life as I knew it, violently ended. I was mislabeled and misdiagnosed for 6 years.

LIFE WEARING LYME COLORED GLASSES

 My life took a very different turn and a heavy hit when I contracted Lyme disease in 2008. A downward spiral over 6 years of misdiagnosis and costly incorrect treatment. I was so violently ill. Every single symptom you could imagine humanly possible I had and relentlessly.There was no reprieve, including partial paralysis on the left side, constant vomiting, constant head and brain swelling, severe dizziness, seizures, convulsions, GI disorders, distorted vision, severe brain fog, extreme body pain; the list was endless effecting every bodily system and function. I almost passed away on 3 occasions between 2008-2011.

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I experienced loss of relationships, finances and ambitious dreams. I truly believed I was dying and going to die. Due to out of pocket medical bills my funds were depleting and no doctor could understand what was wrong or how to help. I lost my vocation, my fiance, my home, and my only remaining relative, my mother passed away. I had been rejected twice from disability and had to hire a lawyer ( pro Bono ) as I was going to tribunal. I ended up in a car accident,( hit black ice ) which added 2 more years of an additional therapy treatment in 2011. By this time the property I owned in Canada, a condo had slipped out from under me. I could no longer make payments. I was transient moving from friend's house to friend's house, on occasion my car. In this mess I was still so violently ill on a daily basis, in and out of emergency rooms as well.

At complete rock bottom, by the grace of God I was "adopted" by a Christian family whose daughter was seeing the same Naturopath as myself. A family I did not know, nor did they know me, but took me in anyway. Finally someone at social services listened to me and could clearly see my need, I was placed on single welfare. A complete blessing and blow at the same time to myself worth and all that I had worked for. Again, another blessing came into play. I got money from the car accident, had my disability tribunal by phone due to my physical circumstances and was granted monies. These two processes took 5 years to come to fruition. I immediately began to research hope for treatment on the USA side as unfortunately, except for a few brave Canadian doctors, Canada in general does not recognize, nor appropriately treat Lyme disease to date. Many people worldwide are forced to seek out of pocket treatment in the USA, with Reno, Nevada having one of the most comprehensive treatment clinics. By the time I reached a Lyme treatment clinic in Reno Nevada USA ,2014, I had gone into organ failure in 2 organs, and near failure in 2 other organs. It was there, I hung on through a roller coaster journey of 5 months of intensely painful yet lifesaving treatment. It was also there, I met my now husband and now we fight together.

Am I Lyme free, no. Am I without symptoms, no. Am I debt free, no. Am I alive and functional right now, yes. Am I hopeful for myself and others that WE ARE creating a voice and new treatments are progressing, YES! My ART has helped me cope, because it is a passion. No matter how big or small if something is a passion you can get lost in it. It can take you away to another realm. It gives me purpose and feelings of joy instead of pain. It gives me self worth again. EVERY person with Lyme disease IS A PERSON with something to give. No matter how big or how small you can make a difference. Have you ever smiled at someone or given a complement to someone who looks like they need it, as much as you do? Well what do you think you just did? Brightened someone’s moment. That’s what my art does for me. It helps me to brighten the moments.

My hope is to brighten other people’s moments with it. Lowest point : Rock bottom: I had already lost my work, my life style ,my fiance , my mother passed, so called friends had abandoned, all in a daily continuum of horrific, worsening symptoms. Then I ran out of ALL possible funds, was still just as violently sick, lost my home and was homeless, full of intense fear and barely even able to fight or fend for myself, I lost my self worth as a person. I had been stripped on every level. Physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, materially. It felt like my fate was to give up. How did I find my way out? 98% wanted to die, but 2% , that small little bit of rational brain could not accept this hell would be all for nothing. One part of me could not and would not accept this as life, even though it was happening and had been for 6 years by this point. To that one piece of me this did not make sense, since my old life had been all about productivity and meaning. There was an ounce of extremely potent will power to have this not be for nothing. I had to fight the neurological crap I was dealing with and had nothing left to lose but me now, so all I could think was, simply “You ARE OK.” I would repeat it out loud, sometimes for hours on end, lying in bed, on the floor unable to breathe properly due to Lyme related cardiac and respiratory issues “You ARE OK.”—over and over.

I simply refused to use a cane or be placed in a wheelchair at the worst of times due to the effects on the skeletal muscular and nervous system and would rather drag myself on the floor or be carried to if possible. It was crazy stuff. For me it was refusing to give up, even though most of me wanted to and all circumstances were taunting me to. Brain trickery maybe, and internal faith, in what at the time I didn’t know, it was just there, it was the other face of this whole thing. Everyone responds and reacts with Lyme differently, treatment wise as well, as we all know. Nothing is cookie cutter, nothing about this disease is what orthodox medicine wants you to believe. In my case it started with the Lyme clinic. In severe and chronic cases like mine it was not a cure but it was a lifesaver. 5 months saved my life. I also found that if there is mold and mycotoxins in the body that can hinder or slow progress. I am currently working on that. I have MY BEST results with UVB ozone IVs on a bi weekly basis and Argentyn 23 hydrosol silver sprayed up the nose regularly. I also take several strong Doterra oils ( in a regime ) and I am working with a stricter protocol on that. Of course detox as well, lymph, sauna ( see http://drlwilson.com/SAUNAS/SAUNA%20PLANS.htm. To build your own inexpensively. ) and colema (http://colema.com) I can’t say I am a saint when it comes to a strict diet however, but it is all organic!

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It is only recently that Lyme disease has become somewhat heard of due to celebrities sharing their stories publicly. Treatment for Lyme disease is EXTREMELY complex and requires a combination of modalities over a period of 1 to 3 years or more currently, with lifelong maintenance protocols to regain a life back and keep it.Anyone who knows about the devastating disease knows ALL TREATMENT IS COMPLETELY OUT OF POCKET and runs in the 10s of thousands. Anywhere from conservatively 50k up to over hundreds of thousands. If Lyme disease is NOT diagnosed early, the Lyme spirochetes will spread through the body, borrow into the organs and tissues and create detrimental neurological problems, nervous system problems, joint and muscle deterioration, endocrine dysfunction, heart and circulation issues to name a few. It is a painful, often slow tortuous full body systems attack and a relentless symptomology HELL. If left UNTREATED it will morph into serious autoimmune diseases and eventually death. Due to VERY limited options in other countries, people from all over the world often end up in the USA for costly treatments. The disease does not chose who it wishes to attack. Everyone is up for grabs. There are many articles on the methods and growing rate of infection in the human populous. An epidemic cannot keep silent.

Regardless of the politics and profiteering behind this disease it has become the fastest growing infectious bacterial disease to date, www.bayarealyme.org/about-lyme, http://danielcameronmd.com/understand-lyme-disease, and NOT just in the USA. Governments, politicians, the medical establishments need to stop ignoring a potential populous threat. Elizabeth May of the Canadian Green Party is an example of one such listener. She got the Canadian government to pass a bill on Lyme disease. It calls on the government to call a conference of provincial and territorial ministers, medical experts and representatives of patient groups to develop a comprehensive Lyme disease strategy.The strategy would include a national program to track rates of infections, and establish guidelines for preventing infections and diagnosing and treating them when they occur. Well, it’s a start. Speaking for myself, I have attempted to contact many Lyme organizations, media, and local government representatives. A handful I can count on one hand responded back. What happens when a Senator gets Lyme, when a President gets Lyme, when an accomplished medical doctor gets Lyme ? This has already happened. So how many more souls have to get it before it matters? Who is next? Get the real facts, before it gets you. Lyme is a killer. IT IS ONLY RECENTLY THE CDC FINALLY ADMITTED LYME is the fastest growing infectious disease to date and is in 49 of the USA states now.I also want people to know, those and their families who have been afflicted by Lyme, are the strongest, most determined, and most courageous individuals I have ever seen, who through this journey display exemplary character on so many levels.

So what is more valuable to a society, keeping people with attributes like this around or a society where a growing majority are unable to function at given capacity thus depleted in productivity toward a society? I know many Lyme persons have the majority of issues neurologically. I completely understand that. I was so there!! When it comes to Lyme what would you take away? ALL OF IT. This is what those unaffected by Lyme need to understand the level of havoc this super bug community does to the human body. In all seriousness one simply has to recall the movie Aliens. In direct answer to the question, for me it would be the constant body joint and bone pain and inflammation, a matter of mobility right?In the beginning when Lyme came along and threw me into a violent whirlwind of trauma on all levels, and I had not the slightest idea what was happening to me, I was grateful for my mother’s very simple words “ You will be OK”. Because she knew me the best, I literally believed those words.

I made my brain believe those words because I wasn’t ready for anything else as an end result. I then became grateful for the little mustard seed of will power and determination I had to overcome relentless crap. I was so grateful for the circumstances that did keep manifesting and the timing of them, which was of a divine power or energy whatever you chose to call it. For the very few people over 8 years who did not give up on me through emotional encouragement, even though they themselves didn’t know what the hell was going on, including the family who took me in. For the out of the box doctors who were a part of where I am today. For the person I have become emotionally and spiritually and intellectually now.

For my now husband who at my most broken time and literally near death, saw through everything and saw a person worthy of joining the fight with. For the individual people with Lyme who don’t give up on this serious global situation.I really don’t have a specific role model. There are so many complexities with the disease itself and how it reacts with people and each person ends up in such different circumstances. A friend of mine once said, “This is a silent disease for the rich.” In this political, bureaucratic present society I would tend to agree. Just having some contact with various Lyme groups I would say I have an extreme amount of respect for all those I have met and those I have not, but know they are out there and what they go through. I will be very blunt here and say, I have attempted to reach out to many Lyme organizations as well as mainstream media and have sadly gotten very little if any acknowledgment back regarding this critical pandemic ( I call it that when you start to really dig into the research and numbers. www.murakamicentreforlyme.org ) .

One organization handinhandforlyme.com a nonprofit that helps Lyme persons of all ages in crisis, is run by Laura Ann Watt-Closser. She makes a fantastic role model. Why? Because she experiences the ugliness of this disease day in and day out but her will, determination and strength fuel her to reach out and take steps on the front line with people who need help and to the politicians and government and corporate sectors who COULD make a difference. As an artist I say: “ What the eyes can see, the heart can feel.” –Have compassion. A little voice inside me would always repeat: “ A little mustard seed of faith goes a long way.” And, “ You ARE OK.

“ NEVER drop your mustard seed. You are worthy, so believe it." A friend recently said to me: “You must always fight, and keep fighting, and sometimes the fight never stops until the end. And there in is your worth.” –A part of the voice. My mother said this to me and I stuck 3-2013 it in my head and it keeps me going to this day, “You will always have a million chances to give up, so why do it right now?”  In loving memory of Pamela Joy Perry 1943-2013

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Michelle Lam